New look

Because flowers aren't very me, and I'm into Marie Antoinette at the moment, and I'm getting excited about Paris.

Just some thoughts

I've been reading some blogs today, and I've realised how perfectly packaged everyone's lives seem to be. Blogging is an especially striking medium, because blogging is basically just talking about yourself. You get to see that ultimately everyone is the same. Sure, we look a little bit different, but all the blogs I read our teenage girls, talking about school or college, talking about their boyfriends or clothes or whatever. And I know I'm especially guilty of that. It's just funny when you realise, y'know? I like it, cause I'm nosy, but it means you get to see what people are really like.
One thing that really annoys me about it is blatantly attractive, popular people all going 'oh i wish i was skinny and pretty and even richer and more topshoplike than I already am'. I just feel like shouting "SHUTUP, try being me for a day, then you'll truly know what it's like to wish to be skinny and pretty and rich". Some people really don't appreciate just how lucky they are. It's a bit sad.

Je vais à Paris

So I'm going to Paris again in 10 days, and we're gonna be staying in my favourite part (Montmartre) which is always good!
I haven't been for years, and none of my friends are going, so it's a little bit scary. But also exciting! I'm kinda looking forward to not knowing anyone and just having my own little adventure en Paris! I'll be able to brush up on my french as well, which I haven't been able to do for a while.

10. my views on drugs and alcohol

S'all good in the hood as long as there's no hatin' on one another, and you don't hallucinate you're a bird andd jump off shit

This is why I love him

9. my last kiss

7 days ago, but I shouldn't have done 'cause he was ill. Paying my price now, innit?

8. something I'm worried about

This cold not shifting.

7. my opinion on cheating on people

My opinion is you shouldn't be in a relationship with someone unless you're sure that you don't want anyone else. I've tried settling for someone mediocre, but it just doesn't work. You think that pretty much anyone semi-attractive is far better than them, and that ain't exactly a healthy relationship is it. If you truly love someone, the thought of cheating would repulse you, rather than entice you.

So ill right now, seriously. I feel like such a failure as a friend. I was meant to be seeing Lewis, and then Rose, Laura, Heather and me were meant to be getting together for the first time in months and months and months, but my fail-flu has put a stop to that. Well pleased for Rosie gettin' herself a man though, she deserves it, and I can't wait to get well enough to quiz her about everything :O

My blog-pearances may still be sparse for a few days, I'm pretty poorly guys!

brigitte xox

6. the person i like and why i like him

This is the person I like. I like him because he's pretty cool. He's funny and pretty and we have the same brain, so it's all good :)

5. 5 things that irritate me about the opposite sex

1. how they look good without makeup
2. their general attractiveness
3. farting

I honestly can't think of anything else, I much prefer men to women :L

I have never felt so ill. Ew.

4. what i wear to bed

Sometimes I wear nothing, especially when it's warm, but most of the time I wear pyjamas... or at least a t shirt.

Jacket

So I've just ordered this jacket from H&M. I'm a bit excited, but also nervous, cause I've never bought clothes online before...

Today

Today I'm feeling ill, which is always great. Not only that, but I'm getting jealous of people who see their boyfriends everyday, or at least live near them. I only ever see Lewis on the weekends, and I sometimes wish I could just pop round to his house and see him. You people who's boyfriends live near you, you have no idea how lucky you are.

3. what kind of person attracts you

Usually someone a bit weird, and someone who can cope with my weird. I can also tend to like dickheads, 'rebels', but my current squeeze is lovely. I tend to like tall and skinny, and I have a bit of a thing for gingers and scottish people. I also think smoking is kind of attractive in a weird way...

2. how i've changed in the past two years

I like to think that I've grown up a lot. I used to be such an embarrassment. I like to think my dress sense has got a lot more sophisticated and I don't dally about with neon make-up any more. I've been through a lot man-wise in the past 2 years, and I'm glad I've got someone so amazing at the end of it. Apart from that I think I'm pretty similar.

1. weird things i do when i'm alone

I tend to sing really stupid songs, especially when I'm on the computer. Or talk to myself in ridiculous voices. Think that's about it.

How pathetic of me

I should be doing English coursework...

Felt like doing one of these.

Are your parents married or divorced?

They weren't even married in the first place, so technically neither.

Are you a vegetarian?

I've considered it, but ultimately I like chicken too much.

Do you believe in Heaven?

Not the Christian sense of heaven, no.

Have you ever come close to dying?

Yeah, once. Oh and that time I nearly drowned.

What jewelry do you wear 24/7?

Just my ring on my little finger on my left hand. It has a stone in it that matches me eyes.

Are you eating?

No, for once.

Do you eat the stems of broccoli?

Errrr, yeah?

Do you wear makeup?

I usually wear at least foundation if I'm leaving the house.

Would you ever have plastic surgery?

Bit of liposuction wouldn't hurt.

What do you wear to bed?

Cheeky!

Have you ever done anything illegal?

I think you'd be more surprised if I haven't.

Can you roll your tounge?

Yaha.

Do You have a boyfriend or girlfriend?

Yep, he's pretty cool.

Do you believe in Abortions?

Yes, in certain situations.

What is your Hair color?

This almost black reddy colour which I really don't like

Future childs name, boy and girl?

I'd like to call a girl Laurana or Sigurrós (pronounced see-ur-rose). And a boy maybe Arthur?

Do you smoke?

I dabbled in it, but it wasn't really for me tbh.

If you could go anywhere in the world where would it be?

Seattle.

Do you sleep with stuffed animals?

Bearbear, but he usually gets shoved down the side of the bed or Lewis makes him say disgusting things.

If you won the lottery, what would you do first?

Buy a tortoise.

Gold or silver?

Silver

Hamburger or hot dog?

Ermmm... burger.

If you could only eat one food for the rest of your life, what would it be?

Roast dinner.

City, beach or country?

Country, so I can see the stars dude.

What was the last thing you touched?

The Y Key

Where did you eat last?

In my front room

Whens the last time you cried?

A few hours ago, at "The Kid". I feel like I've failed as a human being.

Do you read blogs?

Yeppers

Would you ever go out dressed like the opposite sex?

Sure!

Ever been involved with the police?

Yeah

whats your favorite shampoo/conditioner and soap?

Herbal Essences *swish*

Do you talk in your sleep?

I have on occasion.

Ocean or pool?

Errmmm... ocean. When it's warm.

Whats your favorite song at the moment?

Don't really listen to music at the moment.

Window seat or aisle seats?

Window, so I can stare out and daydream.

Ever met anyone famous?

Ja.

Do you feel that you have had a truly successful life?

Haven't really lived long enough.

Do you twirl your spaghetti or cut it?

Twirl 'em up Scotty.

What is your fav. sport to play?

Ermmmm, The Sims?

Basketball or football?

Oh god...

Chlamydia?

So yesterday I took a chlamydia test, got a load of free shit...
Interesting free shit that I probably won't use.

Hello, I love you. Won't you tell me your name?

So, first time on blogspot. Not 100% sure how interesting it'll be, but it's worth a go.

I dropped music today. I am allegedly meant to love music, but my passion is really waning at the moment. It makes me feel all wrong saying that. I just wasn't getting any joy out of my lesson, it felt more like a chore than something I adore.

Speaking of things I adore, my boyfriend Lewis is coming tomorrow, which should be exciting. It's the first time I've seen him in 2 weeks. You see, we have a semi-long distance relationship. He lives 50 miles away, so we can only really get to see each other at weekends. It sucks a bit, but I'm dealing with it.

I might as well have a bash at my other blog now, adieu.

brigitte xox