FUCK

So, I just discovered that the university that I want to go to is expected to charge £8.5k a year. I will never be able to afford it, what with the interest on top. My mum earns less than that, so how the hell do they expect a 21 year old to pay it back? I'll be in debt until I'm 50, and I barely like owing people a tenner. I want my money to be my own money, and I don't want to be a slave to anyone. It's really fucking upsetting me.