So, I've been angry since last Monday, since I found something out that I really didn't want to happen. I have forgiven the person involved, but I'm still furious about it. When I think of it my blood turns to battery acid and burns my veins. The person who's fault it was, I hate so much. I keep thinking about how much I hate her. I've never met this person in my life, but when I look on her facebook I just feel pure resentment and hatred towards her. This is not like me at all. I usually can't be bothered hating people, it feels like a bit of a waste of time. It's really upsetting me, and I feel like I can't really talk to anyone about it because I'd be annoying them or boring them, so I've just decided to blog ambiguously about it. I'm scared it's going to mess me up, make me a resentful person. I hope not... All I know is I want to put rat poison in her tea.
brigitte xxx
i know this feeling, it's the worst. try channelling your hatred into love, towards the people that matter. i hope you're okay x
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